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Thursday, 30 October 2008

  • life's little twist

    11:01 pm

    i was rushing to work this morning. all my fault, i woke up late. i don't take my car to work anymore. gas prices are still high despite the price rollbacks. plus, they didn't renew our free parking pass. there's a shuttle service going from here inside our village to work. taking that to and from work is cheaper than bringing my car. hence, i would commute.

    anyway, i arrived at the pick-up point here inside our village and saw that the line was already long. i decided to go to the pick-up point outside the village (as there are several pick-up points along the main road). as i was going down the jeepney, the guy behind me was rushing to get out and he sort of brushed me aside. i lost my balance a bit during midstep and i inverted my ankle at a really bad angle. the guy apologized after he saw me wincing in pain. i guess he took notice when profanity came out of my mouth. i was having a hard time putting weight on my right ankle so i decided not to go to work. although i was sure there wasn't any fracture because i can move my ankle in all directions, i decided to have it x-rayed to be on the safe side.

    i proceeded to the nearest hospital and inquired about the x-ray. the receptionist at the front desk went, "Sir, you need a request from a doctor for you to have an x-ray done." finding the situation funny, i smiled and said, "Uhm, I'm the doctor. Will that count?" the receptionist then said that she'd take care of everything, even filling up the request form for me. i was a bit embarrassed because they put me in front of the line even if i insisted that i'd wait my turn.

    so i had my x-ray done. i asked if i could take a look at my x-ray as i was a radiologist. thankfully, there were no fractures. but they placed a posterior cast on my ankle to immobilize it.

    right now, it hurts still but the swelling went down. i guess i can manage to go to work tomorrow.

    sigh. you never know what life will bring.

Sunday, 24 August 2008

  • Rebirth Concert at Eastwood City - Gary V. @ 25


    A couple of nights back, a friend mentioned that he can include me in a list of people with reserved seats for the Gary V. Rebirth concert.  At the mention of the name Gary V., I suddenly became excited.  Here was a guy that who sings songs I enjoy listening to, and to see him live would just be awesome!  So I said, "I'm in!"

    Oh, I forgot to mention that I went there with my girlfriend.  She's a fan of Gary V. as well.


    So off we went to Eastwood City.  Traffic was bad, but we were able to arrive with time to spare.  Ate dinner at one of the fine establishments before taking our seats.  The usher mistakenly brought us to the VIP section, and we were almost seated beside Mark Escueta of Rivermaya.

    Before we knew it, the concert began.  As soon as Gary V. stepped on that stage, it was excitement nonstop.  The guy is electric!  He has so much energy when performing, you can't help but move along.  His charisma transcends different generations, be the young ones or the young once were having a great time.  I liked it when he sang his classic hits like Sana Maulit Muli and Take Me Out of the Dark, as well  remix of Shout For Joy which was emixed by his son, Gabriel.  He sang a brand new song called Ohhh as well, which I'm starting to like because it's so catchy.  We enjoyed the part where e performed with his son Gabriel as well.  That kid is the next Mr. Pure Energy if you ask me. 


    Gary V. didn't just dance and sing, he also shared some inspirational thoughts.  And I appreciated that.  He really does want everybody to feel good during his shows.

    After the concert, there was a meet and greet.  People lined up to have cds signed as well as take pictures with him.  The line was moving so slow, and we weren't able to wait any longer.  Too bad.  Maybe I'll get my chance during his concert at November.

    All in all, we enjoyed the experience.  Great food, great show, what more can you ask for?  Eastwood City really  has it all.
    Currently Listening
    Gary Valenciano - Rebirth (Philippine Music)
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Sunday, 06 July 2008

  • stitches

    3:20 pm

    i was watching this movie (i don't know what the title was) and i saw this scene wherein one of the stars had a huge cut in her arm.  one of the stars was providing medical attention and was suturing up the wound.  and then a weird moment occurred.  as she was getting all stitched up, i felt like i couldn't take it.  every time she squirmed as stitch after stitch was being applied, i felt uneasy.  i could imagine her pain as that suturing needle pierced her skin.  it was like i wanted it to stop.

    so what's the big deal?  it's weird in my case because i shouldn't feel that way.  why?  because i'm a doctor.  i do that stuff on an everyday basis.

    i remember the last time i stitched up a deep gash.  from the time i injected anesthetic into his broken skin until i finally pierced the edges of the wound with my suturing needle, it was all business.  all in a day's work.  no emotions, just work.  i even got a bit pissed off that my patient was squirming in his seat.  i patched up his wound, cleaned it up, covered it with gauze, and prescribed him with antibiotics then sent him off.

    they say that doctors eventually lose all emotion and become mere robots when treating their patients.  i saw that happen.  and i don't want that to happen to me.

    there's still hope for me yet.

    Currently Listening
    Boys Like Girls
    By Boys Like Girls
    Thunder
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Tuesday, 03 June 2008

  • 6 months

    7:40 pm

    i was looking at my copy of the duty schedule for june.  i was counting how many days i'll be going on duty for this month.  then i realized that it's freakin' june already.  i'm going into my 6th month as a resident physician.  how time flies!

    august
        i took the boards at this time.  luckily for me, i passed.  it's official, i am now a licensed physician.

    september
        i started applying for residency training in radiology.  i handed out my application to the best hospitals in manila.  i started my 2-week observation status at the hospital where i am currently affiliated with by the 2nd week.  i learned a lot in spite of the fact that i wasn't allowed to handle procedures or to actually interpret x-ray plates.  i had high hopes for this one.

    october
        i started my pre-residency at my alma mater.  it was a month long thing.  i was really hoping i'd get accepted at my alma mater.  love thy own, as they say.  i really enjoyed my pre-residency experience there.

    november
        waiting period all over again.  by the 1st week, i received word that i was not accepted at my alma mater.  competition was really tough.  even though i was disappointed, i was thankful that i was able to at least pas the initial stage and go into pre-residency.  handed in some more applications to other hospitals.  by the 2nd week, i got word that i got accepted at the hospital where i now work.  i can't explain the feeling of relief and accomplishment i felt at that time.  finally, i get to go out and apply what i've learned.  finally, i get to practice my craft.  started my pre-residency on the 3rd week.

    december
        still doing my pre-residency.  we (the new residents) were gradually absorbed into the system, going on duty to get the feel of it.  we were also part of the christmas party events.  it was tradition that the new residents do a dance number at the party.  i think we did ok.  at least we're not going to do that again.  once is enough haha!

    january - june

        officially a resident physician.  started off slow, but eventually we learned.  from going on duty with senior partners form january and february, to going on tandem duty with a co-first year resident from march to april, until finally going on solo duty starting may.  had some rough times here and there, to the point where we contemplated quitting.  but we held on, and we are still holding on.

    so many things have happened in a short span of time.  although some unpleasant things have happened during the course of my first few months of residency, there have been so much more good times.  and i do believe i'm hving fun.  and you know what they say, time flies when you're having fun.


    Currently Reading
    Diagnostic Ultrasound: 2-Volume Set
    By Carol Rumack, Stephanie Wilson, J. William Charboneau, Jo-Ann Johnson
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Thursday, 01 May 2008

  • holding on

    8:17 am

    "muntikan na din ako mag-quit."  ("i was at the brink of quitting.")

    that was what i said to a co-first year resident of mine who was contemplating on quitting the residency training program.

    radiology is an interesting field.  each x-ray film present a different story, a different case.  no two radiographs, not even those of the same person, is the same.  it's a field where you need to rely on your theoretical knowledge, experience, and skill so as to make an accurate interpretation.  it's not physically demanding as surgery, or internal medicine, but it is as if not more mentally demanding as the rest of the specialties in medicine.

    we are now 4 months into our training.  even if it's not as physically taxing, we do get tired.  and boy, are we tired.  tired of sitting all day, staring at x-ray films and deciding if that little speck of white is pathologic or not.  tired of reading pages and pages of our books and taking one exam after the other.  most of all, tired of hearing crap from this one consultant.

    a few days ago while i and that co-first year were on duty, she had to facilitate a t-tube cholangiogram.  the attending surgeon of the patient was the one who was to inject the dye, and she was to position the x-ray tube and take shots of the study.  when she was through, she was supposed to show it to the consultant.  but the surgeon insisted that she not leave because he wanted to perform another study.  this went on longer than expected, and she was not able to show both to a consultant.  the following day, she showed the films to this consultant.  she wasn't able to explain her side because this consultant kept firing off her mouth.  it was ok if she only got angry and pointed out her mistakes, but it's another thing to insult my co-first year's character.  not going into details on that.  we were all experiencing the lows of residency at that time, and that incident added to our "depression".  that's why my co-resident almost didn't report back in the following day.

    our chief resident talked to us, me and my co-resident.  he said that we shouldn't mind that consultant.  it's her character.  he then told us the story of how he was also shouted at and insulted by that consultant.  yet, here there he was, on his last year of training.  he said that we shouldn't throw away our careers just because of that one person.  it's not a valid excuse.

    so here's to the four of us first year residents holding on.  we vowed to see this through and finish our training.

    of course, we're also hoping that this consultant quit her position too.  haha!


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